Empty arms...

Well, today is one of those days that I REALLY want a baby! I would give anything to feel that baby girl cuddled up under my chin or lying in my arms! I don't know why it is so heavy some days and not as heavy on others. I know God has a plan, I trust that plan, I just wish I knew what it was! I know many think I am crazy as my house is a pit and I have two toddlers running around and a pre-teen-wanna-be in her room sulking that I would even contemplate another baby. But my arms are empty my heart aches for the baby that belongs in them. I now some of my readers will understand!