That is the sound of a door shutting!
I just got an e-mail from the agency. She talked to the b-mom today who now says she wants an open adoption. I am not a fan of open adoption for a multitude of reasons. I am great with letters and photos through a third party, but not total open adoption. I know that is not a popular view, but add it to the list of my not popular views!
Plus the bmom liked a family that she had already sent a profile on. So they are having a conference call on Wednesday with that family. This bmom hasn't even seen our profile, I don't think.
As I was just discussing with a friend, why does God place these desires so long before the fulfillment?
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This is my journey as I attempt to live out Psalm 37:23. "The steps of a man are established by the Lord."
Welcome!
- HollyAnn
- I am the lucky wife to John and mother to Paizley by domestic state adoption at age 15, Callie by birth, Noah by private infant domestic adoption, Toben by international adoption from Liberia at age 3,Ava by birth, Madison through foster to adopt (placed at 7 weeks old & adopted at 19 months), Journey through birth. I went from Mimi to Mommy with Ella and DJ who were placed with us when they were almost 11 months and 3 weeks old. B-man was ours for a short time through fostering. I am also MiMi to Ezra whom we currently do not get to see. Someday! I love being a mother and working in adoption ministry! I have a passion to empty Texas and then the country of children waiting in foster homes to be adopted! This is a transparent look at my steps that I pray are always established by Jesus!
To read our journey in the world of fostering, check out the entries titled: "The Journey".
Favorite Quotes
"Faith is taking the first step when you don't see the whole stair case." ~Martin Luther King
"You cannot lead where you have not been." ~Mary Southerland
Two words in a Christians language cannot go together, "No, Lord." If you say no to GOd, He is not your Lord. ~Henry Blackaby
The Bible calls debt a curse and children a blessing; but in our culture,we apply for a curse and reject blessings. ~Doug Phillips
Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders & says...'Oh hell....she's awake!!'~author unknown to me
Criticism is something we can avoid by saying nothing, doing nothing, being nothing. ~Aristotle
Criticism is something we can avoid by saying nothing, doing nothing, being nothing. ~Aristotle
"Jesus Christ did not come so that we might have a safe life. He came so that we might have an abundant life." ~Mary Southerland
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Adoption Time Line
- *January 30, 2008 God worked a miracle! We left Liberia with Toben!
- *January 28, 2008 Told by Liberia official we would not be able to leave with the children for at least 30 days
- *January 24, 2008 Found out we would have to postpone leaving Liberia
- *January 22, 2008 Visa appointment
- *January 20, 2008 Gotcha Day! We met Toben Obadiah!
- *January 19, 2008 John and I leave for Liberia
- *December 28, 2007 received the I171H woohoo!!!!
- *December 19, 2007 Embassy sent visa appointment date! He is coming home!
- *December 19, 2007 fingerprints done
- *December 18, 2007 birth parent appointment with the Embassy
- *October 31, 2007 Home study sent to INS
- *October 26, 2007 Received the Court Decree! He is ours! Praise God!!!
- *September 24, 2007 Received our receipt from INS *I did it right this time!* :)
- *September 21, 2007 Home Study visit
- *September 15, 2007 Dossier sent to Liberia with Melissa
- *September 14, 2007 Remailed I600A with the correct fee :) *Yes, I help people do this all the time!*
- *August 31, 2007 Mailed I600A
- *August 28, 2007 We commited to Obadiah
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3 comments:
I find myself asking the same question.
Ugh. I'm so sorry. Frustrating and confusing beyond words. Sigh!
Good question! I've been asking that for a long time now too. I know part of the reason it is happening for me, but it isn't the only reason things are taking so long.
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